Why doesn't anything make sense anymore.

Why don't I make sense anymore.

I don't know who this person I've become is.

Why can't I BE NORMAL.

Why does it have to be so hard.

I miss my Dad.

Maybe I should go join him.

Why does it feel so cold when it's dark.

Why do I feel so cold.

Why can't I feel anything. WHY CAN"T I FEEL ANYTHING!

This is not right, I am not okay. I am not fine. I am not FINE.